Saturday, October 31, 2009

First one

So..this is my first time doing this blog deal! I don't consider myself much of a writer..not very creative! But what the heck i will give it a shot. Maybe I can get some random thoughts out of my head and figure some stuff out about life in general.

I have had this thing lately with what is life really about? Is it having the perfect family, job, and husband? Or is it being single, traveling, and doing the things one truly enjoys? Are some people destined to be single? Are some destined to get married and the picket fence? I assume that is that many have this same question about life.

I am still trying to figure out. One moment I want the family and all but the next I love being free! I yearn for the freedom. At the same time, I want the kids and the other small joys life. I want to do what I want to do when I feel like doing it. Does that mean I don't want a family or any type of "tie-downs"? Or can one find that happiness in the perfect relationship? To weight it all would take(most likely) centuries. I keep expecting the answer just to hit me square in the face one day. I am positive one day it will happen for me! :)